the 5 people that I met during this long weekend

it was quite a memorable weekend as i continued to learn more about myself. as much as this post sound really exciting, in actual facts, the work done during the weekend is far from exciting. it was a casual nite out to party, some arguements with friend, some quiet chit-chat with friends, having a seminar and meeting my teacher.

being so busy with my work (like always), i often missed the opportunity to meet up with one of the most respected man that came into my life. he is none other than my sec skol AMaths teacher. I would like to think that I do have the 5% gift in Maths, but he gave me the 95% confidence to be good at it, and 100% more to be a more spiritually guided and personality defined person. he never fails to make an impression as a teacher to offer his valuable advices when i was younger. he is often a good place to turn to should I need any help in any advices. this lead to an incredible 12 years of friendship.

things took a turn last year, when he sort of lost himself, and i saw the process. it was unbearable to be witnessing a great man like him going thru the whole process. everyone was concerned about him, and i did pray and hope that he may one day find the light. the meeting over the weekend with him seems to be really +ve. he is back to his original self. i was so happy for him. he changed a little, but definitely is for the best. i know many people are going to say, there he goes again, but really, with god's grace, he overcame the barriers and became a better man.

a personal friend who is a partner in a law firm told me that he never thot of becoming a lawyer, because he has always wanted to be a teacher. and the reason why he wanted to become a teacher is because of my AMaths teacher. His selflessness, his guidance, his attention to details to all the young boys' need is golden. God could never have given us a better teacher than that.

i'm really happy that he is in good shape now, also, he just is going to move to a condo in Kovan, i will have more self-invitation to go there for swim soon. =)

had dinner with one of my friend for dinner, and she was asking me if i am having the idea that all the girls out there are out to cheat me and therefore i'm just not getting into dates. i chuckled. thot abt it, she may be right, but i found out a more wholesome answer for that which i think is rather stupid. so i shan't comment it here. =p

thots that i gathered over the long weekend: "if u really love someone, there will not be any sacrifices made becoz everything you do is natural. you only made sacrifices when u subconsiously want something back in return. by giving up something is merely an act to enhanced some other aspect of a relationship wouldnt constitute to sacrifice.

i know that i may/may not be wrong, but i believe if you have me in your intentions, u will make me feel right, not wrong.

crazie week ahead. watch out!!!

today I thot about you

i juz wanna u to noe that i still care n i allwaiz will.

injury prone??

I have a strained left shoulder, joint imflamation on my right thumb, swollen blood-clotted left toe and a crazy headache. Argh..... I would like to think that I really know how to take care of myself, but all these shit keep coming to me, and it is not even caused my other parties injuring me.

ippt is slightly less than a month away, i need everything I have got to pull this one away. go for gold.

You are the world traveller

Not too long ago, i was this kid who have big dreams of travelling round the world. to be the world's next top traveller. as soon as I was in it, i know there was no turning back. having the childhood fantasies fulfilled is like a dream come true. then, it didnt end just here, i merely took a break to come back to perform a higher order purpose to contribute to this society.

I know there is this soft spot in me, even though the last time I did some crazy trip was like almost 2 years ago, I want to escape and go back to travel again. Hmm, did I just said escape? why would wanting to go traveling seems seems like an escape? Does that mean that I feel like being a traveller is a gd escape to what im doing now. Just something that I'm pondering about.

I hope i wouldnt turn to travelling as a way of escapism, bcoz it is juz too cool to brand it as that.

But for now, let me strive to be a serious worker who wants to contribute just a little bit to this society by slaving my arse off.

last night i have the weirdest dreams. is like all my different dreams all merged into one.

i think i have finally proven myself wrong.

i can't forget and i'm stuck. it is all coming back to me again.

http://premierschool.wordpress.com

if u are from my school, this will be extremely hilarious.

if u are not from my school, well, i would like to invite you to a whole new world. =)

trust

i placed trust very high in every relationship with every human being and every non-living thing. I can take the awful truth in almost anyway. but if im betrayed, i juz need that once, u can be sure that things will never ever gonna be that rosy again.

disclaimer: however, u can be assured that I can pretend that nothing has ever happen. and i will make sure u will know find out that I know that I have been betrayed.

getting there...

moment of brillance are now starting to surface. as if something miraclous is gonna happen. i dunno if the outcome will be what it is, but i'm hopeful. :) thank you one and all for your constant prayers and encouragement. the stuff that u guys did were awesome. i guess the only way i can repay all is to make sure everything turn out fine, which I think im hopeful. :)

thank u god for I know that u are always there for me. and thank u for getting me back.

Marriage Humour

Wife: 'What are you doing?'
Husband: Nothing.
Wife: 'Nothing...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour.'
Husband: 'I was looking for the expiration date.'
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Wife : 'Do you want dinner?'
Husband: 'Sure! What are my choices?'
Wife: 'Yes or no.'
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Wife: 'You always carry my photo in your wallet.. Why?'
Hubby: 'When there is a problem, no matter how great, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.'
Wife: 'You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you?'
Hubby: 'Yes! I see your picture and ask myself what other problem can there be greater than this one?'
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Stress Reliever Girl: 'When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.'
Boy: 'It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles.'
Girl: 'Well that's because we aren't married yet.'
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Son: 'Mum, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.'
Mom: 'Well, you have done the right thing.'
Son: 'But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.'
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A newly married man asked his wife, 'Would you have married
me if my father hadn't left me a fortune?'
'Honey,' the woman replied sweetly, 'I'd have married you,
NO MATTER WHO LEFT YOU A FORTUNE!'
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Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: 'Thanks for the early warning.'
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A wife asked her husband: 'What do you like most in me, my pretty face or my sexy body?'
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: 'I like your sense of humor!'
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A man was sitting reading his papers when his wife hit him round the head with a frying pan.
'What was that for?' the man asked.
The wife replied 'That was for the piece of paper with the name Jenny on it that I found in your pants pocket'.
The man then said 'When I was at the races last week Jenny was the name of the horse I bet on'
The wife apologized and went on with the housework.

Three days later the man is watching TV when his wife bashes him on the head with an even bigger frying pan, knocking him unconscious. Upon re-gaining consciousness the man asked why she had hit again.
Wife replied. 'Your horse phoned'

500 days of Summer

Boy I just love Summer - the character. She is just so fuss-free, and easy going. Even though, she doesn't show much of commitment to whatever relationship she is in, I'm pretty sure that the guy is definitely not someone she really loves. Like she say, she woke up one day and knew that the next bf would be 'the one'. U just know it. Aww...how sweet.

This show actually depicts the present times casualness in relationship, which set apart from the conservative way of thoughts in relationship. I am for open relationships, but truth to be told, anything that doesn't requires commitment, that wouldn't be quality in it. At the end of the day, why waste time in doing something just for the fun of it, when actually, you can divert your energy to much important things.

Anyway, my main thoughts about this movie is the way it was actually taken. I like the whole concept of it, the continuous rewind and forwarding of the sequence, and the way it was being potrayed, also, they didnt use any A stars in this show, which I thought is very well done. Just love it.

I like the way they potray that nowadays, women can also be players, unlike the conventional thinking and how guys can be emotional and sensitive creatures. :)

Open mind?

Been to quite a few networking sessions and seminars, and i keep hearing people telling me to be open up myself more. Well, personally, I think I'm actually quite open to new ideas already, and I more often than not do give the benefit of doubt.

Lately, someone just asked me to be more open when I kept asking him the 'right' questions about some particular business. Interesting as it may sound, to open up oneself to ideas (as correct as how they are putting it), it seems like a hidden way of saying, com'on just accept and believe in my ideals.

Went to one of the MLM talked recently, and I was quite impressed with the foundation that they built on. I mean, generally, the people there are nice, no hard selling, but I felt as if I was involved in a sect, which I can't help but to feel this way. And the certain "way of life" they are trying to spread (imposed) to everyone. Great eye-opener nonetheless, but definitely not my cup of tea.