too good to be true

i learnt in my fixed income class when i was in varsity that if there is something too good to be true, then it is too good to be true. And i live by the principle all these while, even in my line of work. even though, as the saying goes, the good things in life are for free.

im happy with my life status quo and nothing will affect the balance. even if it does, it is only temporary.

peace

cough is not recovering...

im feeling out of sorts for reasons i cannot comprehen. maybe is bcoz of the over exposure to the uncertainty that i thought I would love to thrive in.

i need to find peace within myself.

the disequilibrium of my life must be effected from the need for equilibrium.

im looking forward for the scan that could proved to be the turning point of my life. what if the result is positive? first thing that worries me is mum. i hope nothing major comes out from it

this is my 778 post

juz got back home from my almost one month tour in the states.

super sick and super jet-lagged.

my conscious state of mind overwhelmed me during my sleep. Was feeling quite restless and I woke up at 5am this morning.

i suddenly realized the sequence of my life NOW was being played out on a script i read about a year ago. no wonder all this time i have got this dejavu feeling.

in my sleep, i keep thinking/knowing what is going to happen next.

how do u explain this?