peace

cough is not recovering...

im feeling out of sorts for reasons i cannot comprehen. maybe is bcoz of the over exposure to the uncertainty that i thought I would love to thrive in.

i need to find peace within myself.

the disequilibrium of my life must be effected from the need for equilibrium.

im looking forward for the scan that could proved to be the turning point of my life. what if the result is positive? first thing that worries me is mum. i hope nothing major comes out from it