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if u are from my school, this will be extremely hilarious.

if u are not from my school, well, i would like to invite you to a whole new world. =)

trust

i placed trust very high in every relationship with every human being and every non-living thing. I can take the awful truth in almost anyway. but if im betrayed, i juz need that once, u can be sure that things will never ever gonna be that rosy again.

disclaimer: however, u can be assured that I can pretend that nothing has ever happen. and i will make sure u will know find out that I know that I have been betrayed.

getting there...

moment of brillance are now starting to surface. as if something miraclous is gonna happen. i dunno if the outcome will be what it is, but i'm hopeful. :) thank you one and all for your constant prayers and encouragement. the stuff that u guys did were awesome. i guess the only way i can repay all is to make sure everything turn out fine, which I think im hopeful. :)

thank u god for I know that u are always there for me. and thank u for getting me back.

Marriage Humour

Wife: 'What are you doing?'
Husband: Nothing.
Wife: 'Nothing...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour.'
Husband: 'I was looking for the expiration date.'
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Wife : 'Do you want dinner?'
Husband: 'Sure! What are my choices?'
Wife: 'Yes or no.'
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Wife: 'You always carry my photo in your wallet.. Why?'
Hubby: 'When there is a problem, no matter how great, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.'
Wife: 'You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you?'
Hubby: 'Yes! I see your picture and ask myself what other problem can there be greater than this one?'
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Stress Reliever Girl: 'When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.'
Boy: 'It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles.'
Girl: 'Well that's because we aren't married yet.'
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Son: 'Mum, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.'
Mom: 'Well, you have done the right thing.'
Son: 'But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.'
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A newly married man asked his wife, 'Would you have married
me if my father hadn't left me a fortune?'
'Honey,' the woman replied sweetly, 'I'd have married you,
NO MATTER WHO LEFT YOU A FORTUNE!'
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Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: 'Thanks for the early warning.'
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A wife asked her husband: 'What do you like most in me, my pretty face or my sexy body?'
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: 'I like your sense of humor!'
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A man was sitting reading his papers when his wife hit him round the head with a frying pan.
'What was that for?' the man asked.
The wife replied 'That was for the piece of paper with the name Jenny on it that I found in your pants pocket'.
The man then said 'When I was at the races last week Jenny was the name of the horse I bet on'
The wife apologized and went on with the housework.

Three days later the man is watching TV when his wife bashes him on the head with an even bigger frying pan, knocking him unconscious. Upon re-gaining consciousness the man asked why she had hit again.
Wife replied. 'Your horse phoned'

500 days of Summer

Boy I just love Summer - the character. She is just so fuss-free, and easy going. Even though, she doesn't show much of commitment to whatever relationship she is in, I'm pretty sure that the guy is definitely not someone she really loves. Like she say, she woke up one day and knew that the next bf would be 'the one'. U just know it. Aww...how sweet.

This show actually depicts the present times casualness in relationship, which set apart from the conservative way of thoughts in relationship. I am for open relationships, but truth to be told, anything that doesn't requires commitment, that wouldn't be quality in it. At the end of the day, why waste time in doing something just for the fun of it, when actually, you can divert your energy to much important things.

Anyway, my main thoughts about this movie is the way it was actually taken. I like the whole concept of it, the continuous rewind and forwarding of the sequence, and the way it was being potrayed, also, they didnt use any A stars in this show, which I thought is very well done. Just love it.

I like the way they potray that nowadays, women can also be players, unlike the conventional thinking and how guys can be emotional and sensitive creatures. :)

Open mind?

Been to quite a few networking sessions and seminars, and i keep hearing people telling me to be open up myself more. Well, personally, I think I'm actually quite open to new ideas already, and I more often than not do give the benefit of doubt.

Lately, someone just asked me to be more open when I kept asking him the 'right' questions about some particular business. Interesting as it may sound, to open up oneself to ideas (as correct as how they are putting it), it seems like a hidden way of saying, com'on just accept and believe in my ideals.

Went to one of the MLM talked recently, and I was quite impressed with the foundation that they built on. I mean, generally, the people there are nice, no hard selling, but I felt as if I was involved in a sect, which I can't help but to feel this way. And the certain "way of life" they are trying to spread (imposed) to everyone. Great eye-opener nonetheless, but definitely not my cup of tea.

Farewell

The passing of my best friend's father brings me alot closer to what life in this earth is all about.

There is only so much one can do, so choose whatever that matters to you and do it. Above all, family and friends and the meaning of life is what matters at the of our journey when we recollect what we have done.

I pray for the soul to go to heaven quickly and that blessings will be showered on the Poon family.

We've missed the chance to alleviate poverty

Not too long ago, we have too many bailouts and too many banks and firms that are too big too fail, thus resulting in many stimulus plans.

If all these stimulus plans can be given to the poorest nations, I'm sure we can go about to bring the dream of equality back into reality again. Alas, the rich are too rich to fail, and the poor are too poor to be helped.

There goes the opportunity that we could just try to reduce the gap betweens nation, but people are just concerned about what they have lost, and even when they have lost, they are still so much blessed as compared to the 1 billion of people out there who is dying because of poverty.

Tough luck, lets wait for the next depression and see if someone will try to make things right.

Economy is the aggregate total of our lives

Not too long ago, I was enjoying what other the economist turned it as the "good times", then because of so many bad loans and credits that were swept under the carpet, overnight in May '09(albeit a little late - one year later than the world's crisis), I went from a hero to zero. I felt my worth was comparable to icelandic kronos. The world actually crashed on me. Or so I thought....

Emotional stimulus (from friends and family) was given, and I was able to tide the tough times in a short span of time. Then came the promise, the dream and the reality, I thought, this is it (no pun intended for MJ), I could actually do something different and change something in this place that we so feverently called our home. It was definitely an audacious attempt, the one that is similiar to that of the Obama's campaigne - Change and Hope. I have these 2. My world was riding on these 2, and it seemingly looked like it is heading towards and upwards.

Blind faith, or so they were called.

Recently, there is a spike in terms of the volatility in my life again. It actually went DOWN for a good whole 3 weeks. And definitely it seems like it is going to take a beating. And I was even thinking about performing a LB (Lehman's bailout). Thank God, he made plans.

I was so desperate in my life - twice. The first was for my O level results, I need to do well. The feeling of finally making my parents feel that regardless of how intellectually mal-function I am, I'm still able to do move on to the next stage of the education system. The 2nd time, was 2 weeks ago. Just that this time, I know I'm really desperate and I know HE is equally desperate to spend some time with me. I walked in a place that I so proud to spend almost half my life in. Spent some quiet and meaningful time. I felt peace within. Maybe people will say is the psychological effect. I beg to differ, I really felt like there was someone THERE being THERE for me.

Alright, if it wasn't convincing, just last week, I experienced life's greatest gift, which HE sent the message to us in His own ways and His own time. It was really amazing. Just like I never pay attention to sermon as I usually cannot understand the priest's diction. But last week, the sermon just struck me. Making me feel that things do happen for a reason. And yes, it was a way that god wanted me to feel, and the things that happened after. I had dinner to celebrate my dad's 60th birthday, and the family was for the first time having dinner and talking over the dinner. In the midst of the storm, I actually felt peace, like as if you know what you are actually heading for.

Then war started the beginning of this week, and today I saw the sun smiling back at me. Isn't all these so unreal? Like the nature of the volatility of life??

We all know that we will see the sun and the rainbow after the storm. I'm just hoping that I will be able to survive through it, the rest is not important.

But still, at the end of the day, I'm only left with one thing. Faith.