goodbye 2009

last post for this year. I must reflect on the exciting journey that I experienced this year. I would have thought that the experience would be pale in comparision to those in yester years, alas I came to realize each of the years brings about new experiences in life. I know it sounds cliche and 'correct', but it really does. I understand so many aspect of life and thank god I get this sooner than later. I would assume this to be the rite of passage, an initiation to what life is all about. I'm glad that things happen. I was shown the way that things all happen for a reason and the world is a balance. Balance? Eywar creates the balance (it is said in avatar). For every laugther that one cries out, there is another tear falling to the ground. For every bit of food that each of us consume, there is one out there trying to fight poverty. For every dollar that we spend on luxuries, someone out there is in debt. For someone that great to be pronouced, there will be one that is the fallen one. For someone to love u, u know there is someone out there who hates u. Life does comes to a complete circle eventually, and all of us will find a place in this world. All of us will be here to fulfill a purpose, that only u noe what the purpose will be. That is why with every struggle that I experienced in this trying time, I draw strength from my golden days, for times that I feel like I am top of the world, I know that I have to make provision for the day of my defeat, for days that I'm thankful of living in this world, I do need to make preparations for the life after death.

To sum up 2009, is easy for me to write it off as an absolutely terrible year, but the truth is, I realized my friends and family are always here for me, and in tough times, it is never too tough when you know god is in this journey with you. I somehow feel I love this feeling. :) to know that u are being loved, I guess it beats the feeling of being the 'best'?

With this reflection, I am eagerly looking forward to a whole new year.

Wishing a great year for one and all.

2010, I'm ready. Seeya soon.

Meichin's Wedding

I went there only knowing one guy (my primary school friend).

I met 3 primary school friend in one wedding, altogether 4 primary school mates. How small can the world be.

Merry Xmas 2009

2005 - Bangkok, Thailand
2006 - Tokyo, Japan
2007 - Paris, France
2008 - Beijing, China

The past few years of xmas was spent far away from home. This year, i did something special, i did it at home. Glad I did it at home, even though it was mellow, i wouldn't exchange it for any other places in the world.

Merry xmas to all, I wish this year we can all reflect the true origin of the xmas (the birth of christ), and not the marketing mascott from coca cola that orginated from sweden.

Though I still want to thank everyone for the prezzies, i promise to write cards for everyone next year. :)

Wedding Bells Ringing

Congrats to Linus and Pei Pei.



And I will always remb, two words, "Yes Dear" is the solution to all great marriages. :b

It has been sometime...

...that I dreamt a nice dream. It was so sweet and I hope I didnt wake up to it.

We chatted. We laughed. She has changed, and so have i.

it has been almost 2 years since we last spoken. I wonder if u are alright. I wish you well.

i was jinxed the whole 2009

i didnt know the extreme of my bad luck, when earlier this year i was mentioning how unlucky i am. those are the start of the many things that eventually happened, the tip of an iceberg.

i believe i was jinxed. and the jinxed was passed on. argh....

i wished i could say 2009 is the worst year of my life, but u nv know how low u can go (no pun intended).

Ask not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country

I do believe that one shouldn't be asking for something, unless he has been the one giving always.

giving is the ultimate extreme of love

Timothy and Kenneth

Welcome to the world!!!

Cheetah....

The media is flooded with golf sensation Tiger's supposedly cheating ways. And I wonder why people are all placing judgements on him when the truth is not even out. Even if it is out, aren't we all fallible? Making judegements like that should only be done by perfectionists, and agree with me both u and i are not any of it.

what catches my attention is that when I was browsing thru the newspaper, they are listing out all the male celebrities that were caught cheating. gosh, now, they are sterotyping that all the guys out there are cheaters. i know of a fair deal of women cheetahs as well. shouldn't they be crucified as well?

males are really getting the blunt of it, but seriously, females can add up a sizable amount too. i'm not posting to talk about gender equalities. i'm writing to urge anyone and everyone out there to stop putting a judgement on these people as they probably by now (after the public's intense scrutiny), they probably have learnt their mistake, just let live and give them a 2nd chance. everyone deserves it.

i know what i don't want but i do not know what i want?

just this week I have so many people telling me these. How is it possible to know what you dun wanna but u do not know what you want? cliche as it sounds, but it is true.

what they dun wanna, is what they dislike, the rest, i guess they are pretty much up for the exposure. :)

i have never come across a situation like this. i mean, ultimately, i really do know what i want. even though, sometimes i might just tell u, i dunno. subconsiously, i KNOW!!! i guess pretty much that because i know what i want, that is why i do what i do.

i was wishing if i could do things aimlessly or recklessly, but my male's logical thinking never fails me. I'm too logical. someone wants told me to be less logical and be more emotional. i wonder how will it help? i guess the word emotional shouldn't be used, it should be more sensitive. i reckoned i could just be less logical, but i cannot be totally illogical.

for now, i really do know what i want, therefore, this leads me to know what I do not want, at all!!!

Suddenly

is there a day when you wake up and you just know what you want or what you dun wanna for the matter.

like when you wake up, you just know it. This is the day where a dramatic change will occur. This will be the day that proves to be the life-changing event.

i heard so much of these from so many people, and people just SUDDENLY know the things that they are unable to explained for months or years. they suddenly want something or they suddenly became someone else. what actually happen in the suddenly?

i often wonder if this day will ever come for me to suddenly become a different person. Or suddenly I know this day will be the day that i will look back in later years and say, this is the day that everything change.

or suddenly something struck me, i become a vegetarian? or i start giving up on my weekend man utd matches? gosh...that would be unbelievable.

my life has been pretty stagnent in the sense that there is not much excitement. so the excitement comes from how i can live a consistent stagnent life. wahhahaha.

but i got this feeling, something is about to unfold, but i just dunno what. i hope is the same kinda feeling everybody is talking about.

Sex Sex Sex

When you talked about Sex, the girl will ask "why?" and the guy will ask "where?"

Some great reasons for the guys to tell the girls

http://www.asiaone.com/Health/Men%2527s%2BMatters/Story/A1Story20091130-183060.html

As for where? wouldn't anywhere sounds not too bad. =p