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those were the yester years, where it seem so long ago...

argh, i miss so much of my past-life. the carefree globetrotter life. i thot i had enough, and is time to settle down in sg, apparently my cravings are only at the tip of the ice-berg.

there is like so many things i want to do. and i know i will get it done sooner or later. iz a matter of time. i juz hate the current feeling of not being able to do it.

the last i had this feeling was when i was studying, and i knew eventually i will juz follow my dreams and i did. so that was the end of part 1.

i thot i saw my future, but it is nothing near. as much as i can leave everything to fate, destiny is pretty much in my own hands, and i thot i noe what i want....

this post is pretty much senseless, which is an almost parallel comparison with my life.

gone with all the "bad luck" and i thot i'm finally gonna get rewarded for be patient then came a little bit of sweetners and then follow by a tsunamis shit....

adversities do really bring out the best in me, can't deny it. As much as I'm strong, i guess i'm only human to feel how i feel.

i hope this will be the start of many entries that i have left out in this "important" (or so i thot) chapter of my life.

and an update of my life:
work - manageable
play - acceptable
relationships - ok
family - status quo
future? - quite frankly, i stop thinking abt it
overall - a little below average

the moment is now, so seized it.

p/s: if any of u plan to ask me out, the next available time shld be jan/feb. i'm so gonna fail my exams in dec, im gonna start studying soon....argh.

p/p/s: i miss every single one of uuuuuuuuuuuu......................