Unmotivated n ill discipline

Totally wasted my day away by not doing anything fruitful. Well, fruitful is subjective anyway....
2 essay due in 2 days. As much as I so strongly believed in the theory of eventuality (ie, at the end of the day, everything will get done at its own course), but i will risk the standard of the work, but why m i bothering so much when im actually on exchange.

i juz realized that it has been a long time since i last blog, thou it is only 3 days, but i felt quite long. not that i'm lazie, n is oso nt that i haf no time, but rather, my comp is idoltically lagging and hanging that i felt so turned off to reply mails n to blog.

i haven't been procrastinating, but more like unmotivated to finish my paper, dunno why, but argh!!! i juz realized that i feel most efficient when i have entries here. y? bcoz it tkes time n effort to do all these, and know that i can blog, oso means my comp is running at super fast speed, and i wld wanna treasure this type of opportunity to mke the best out of what i haf... so yesh, mayb after this entry, i will feel so much motivated to do everything again. yes, i can do it. after this, i can start to plan for all my trips.